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gothic

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middlesbrough

What is Your Path? Other

About Me hey there, im 24 a student nurse at Teesside. i follow the chaos path and i have done for 8 years now although before i found out about my family and family history i do see i was practising in the way i lived my life and things i could do from a young age. All this dispite a stirct church upbringing but i never gelled with christianity. Ive explored the wiccan route/old tradtionist path and wanting to look at more for knowledge on other paths as learning never ends. Theres always something else to learn. I joined here to chat to like minded people as im sick of talking on myspace to people who dont know what they are on about. so if any one fancies a chat im normally online most days so mrsg me and ill try to reply as soon as possible

Music Slayer,Iron maiden, rage against the machine, slashs snakepit, guns and roses, velvet revolver, system of a down, deep purple, black sabath, off spring, hatebreed, ramnstein, metalica, areosmith, trivium, avril lavinge, betty curse, floggin molly, linkin park, billy idol, motorhead,

Movies queen of the dammned, garfield, bring it on, the craft, horror, vampire, gothic, blood related, tank girl, gone in sixty seconds, cruel intentions, bring it on 1 and 2 and 3, dirty dancing, dog soliders, blade, underworld

TV buffy the vampire slayer, angel, greys anatomy,holly oaks and generally anything on the occult or history

Books anne rice books, nursing books, chaos magick, sigils, summoning, alister crowly, phil hine, ray sherwin, crytals, elements, fantsacy books

Likes people who are real and friendly, going out, drinking, partying, having fun, seeing my bf, chilling with my girl friends and working in groups(when i get a chance)

Dislikes people who try to convert/slag u off, inotlerant people, stuck up people, chavs, egotisic controlling people

Hobbies Studying, rituals, reading, music, gigs, festivals, winding up my bf, chilling out, reading, looking at landrover parts (ask me if you want an explanation)

Vices bad concentration when stuck to chose between mates and uni at times but it getting easier now

Virtues i aim to be perfect but ive never achieved it so now ive settle for being mostly good to everyone and sticking up for myself when needed. there is always something new to learn it is lifelong and never think you know it all. everyone has something to teach someone

Heroes I admire people who stand up for there beliefs and people who help others but also make them achieve their full potienal

Yahoo ID suziki20

Zodiac Sign Gemini

witch wars

Saturday, January 12, 2008, 03:00 PM GMT [Magick]

The one thing i have never understood until now is what witch wars are really. I mean if someone really needs to try to take over the whole of the north east of england with moots then try but really why? If it is all done in good grace because they have contacts and they then hand over each one to someone else to run the fair enough. But when they want nothing but power and it goes to underhand methods then it just serves the purpose to show everyone their true nature.

I know this sounds bitter but what would you do if someone was spreading lies about one of your friends? I mean internet banning from groups is petty but gossip about black magic and sacrifing animals goes to far. If it gets much worse i may suggest to them to see legal advise for slander and it might be fun to get rid of the person spreading these lies.

On the other hand it would make headline news for "witch sues for slander" so maybe fighting fire with fire helps. it may be fun to find out as talking, emailing, explaining and asking has done nothing and its been going on a while. I wont post which group is behind this because that would be wrong of me to. I do believe that everyone deserves a fair chance to redem themselves but ive been burned by these types of people once to often now and im very past just angry.

Has anyone else experienced problems with a group trying to take over the area they hold a moot in the north east of england and spreading slander and lies? This may be from a general pagan path group.

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what element are you?

Tuesday, November 6, 2007, 01:30 PM GMT [quizs]

You Are Wind

Strong and overpowering

A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you

You have the power to change everything around you

You are best known for: your wrath

Your dominant state: commanding

What Type of Weather Are You?

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new direction

Sunday, September 9, 2007, 08:44 PM GMT [Magick]

its been a while since ive put anything on here but to catch up. I have basically had enough with the group i was with. talk about group politics getting involved and the last straw was being expected to work in a circle with people i havent even met before. I am trusting but i like to get to know people before i work with them. I have had some bad experences in the past. So I decided that im not goin to comprimise and work to other peoples beliefs (wiccan as i dont follow that). Not that im against any of it but its not the way for me. also asking for money for things that didnt cost that much in the first place is a bit much. and i think it makes more like an organisation than a group of mates meeting. i mean can donations of what is needed not work. I mean nature is at the heart of paganism and if you take what u need and give something back. buying more than you need is being greedy and harmfull to nature in the long run.

Anyway back on track before i start waffling on about things. On the positive side everything is looking up where ive moved to. I have made some new pagan mates and my personal life is great. so i cant complain. I mean things could be worse and a closed door is another oppotunity opening up somewhere else.

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how much can you trust others?

Monday, August 20, 2007, 05:22 PM GMT [Magick]

well its been a while since ive put anything on this. new stuff relating to my last post is that im wondering how you can trust someone who did something you thourght they wouldn't to you. i know every.one gets karma for there actions and its good if people learn a lesson from this but, you cant help but be apprehensive when they want you to trust them and work in a circle again.

Although protection and defences should always be up 24 hours a day cause you never know who exactly is looking at you for trying to find you a circle can leave you open to others. A wiccan circle ive always found uses more actions to get in the right mind set rather than nessecary needed for a circle.(a chaos view). but it does help beginners to learn the ways and i would never take the value out of that but im trying to work in a mixed path coven and sometimes the way i work can get left out or seen as a left hand path. People who are from a non-wiccan path will understand how little differences over time can be difficult to incorerapte all the time. i really dont want to have to leave something i enjoy cause i really cant find another pure chaos group but if anyone knows off any or wants to start one. please comment

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weekend madness

Saturday, May 19, 2007, 12:52 PM GMT [Magick]

I hope everyone is having a good weekend. I had planned to put a workshop on for a group im in. I set a date, emailed people, sorted a venue, food, times and guess what they couldnt be arsed showing up. well im not going to get bitter but i dont like being lied too about excuses. group politics can be so confusing at times and its such a shame to have potenial and not be able to develop it or connect as a group. I really hope this improves. If anyone who attends the country durham moots in darlo or stockton is on and fancys a chat cause I cant get to them to easily at the minute due to work commitments please message me.